Last day at CCU.

Saturday 4th of December was the last day at CCU. I went super eary and after i left my bag at the female lockor room, I went to get myself a Caramel coffee from Dr. Cafe. which was so freaking yum.

I went back to the unit and drank my coffee and met this girl (Shams) she knows dr.jafer and told me to let him know she says "hi". After that I went to the nurses station and rade a little about the patient I having that day until my perseptor came (Reenh- Indain) she was ok but am not a huge fan of indain people.

Leenah didnt show up that day and dr.jafer even asked about her, I txt her and she just over slept.

One of the cardiac doctors (he was ok looking not that cute) asked me how i was doing? and then asked about my major. I felt like he wanted to chat but I totally ignored him. At first i felt bad that i did but it trun out for the best since he talked so badly about the nurses!

the story was that the cardiac team wanted to do an MRI for my patient, and they were asking him if he got any metals in his body, and then they asked about his teeth, he said his teeth aren't real, even though one of them is missing, then that doctor said "al nurses al5mh ma ydro ween rabhom 76hm" and stared lauging and looked at me wanting me to laugh along with him. I didnt laugh in fact i gave him a disagreed look. He was rude and I'm so glad i didnt have a conversation with him.

After lunch i was walking back to the unit and because i don't have an accsse, a cute guy (idk what his deal yet) he opened the door for me which was so nice, i said thank you and he said you are welcome. At the nurses station i saw those medical interns reviwing some stuff. both were kinda cute one is super cute, anyway i tought them about how to locat which part of the heart effected using the 12 lead ECG and they liked it. They showed me how to say its left or right side of the heart which was nice of them.

On that day abduallah asked me if I like Othman (which i kinda do but hell i dont know the man) so i told him i don't know him that well so no i dont like him.

I got my exam mark that day as well. I got 16.1 out of 20.

Cleaned Up My Closet

I decided that my woredrobe needed some updating and change. My style and look had changes so much over the past two years. I went from punk/emo to more classic and stylish. Alot of the clothes I own are so over either over the season or I'm over looking that look.

I got rid of some much stuff. Mostly tops and copule of dresses. I need to clean it as well and rearnge it. See what itams I need to get next time I'm at the mall shopping.

I can't wait for the end of December <3 sall times and end of the season it ganna be crazy I need to get new underwear, bras, PJs.

Now I will go hit the book, got my Nursing Research mid-term exam in two days and I really want to get an A!

I Got A New Watch!!

   I went this morning to the mall not planing to buy anything just do somewindow shopping, have coffee and relax. But then I saw this watch. I wanted to buy a new one since summer time. Something for everyday wear, smiple and cute.

   This watch is by Burberry. Its gold with the well knowen Burberry pattern. Small wrist band is not too wide which makes this watch simple and comfy. It cost me 1790 SR.


      I love it and I think its perfect at the moment. It would go so well for everyday since I mostly wear my brown and gold LV bage.

   I think I need to get some gold earings now. Maybe next time I will.

Best Friends?

     

 I don't think I've ever read a book and the main character did not have a best friend. Or ever watched a movie or a TV show with out people having best friends.  In reality I never had one. How sad is that?

     I had good friends over the years but never had that one person where I can freely open up t. A person who knows every single detail of my life, someone I talk to on the phone everyday even if I saw them daily. That person who share my likes and dislikes. Someone who would support me and back me up no matter what.

    I know every relationship haave 2 sides and I believe I'm a good friend. but maybe because I get bored easily is the reason behind not  having a best friend! I do feel sometimes that I'm better off alone and that I don't need to open up to anyone or share my thoughts and feelings. Yet sometimes I do feel I have someone.

   Ugh I don't know.. how importent are friendships anyone?

    

She wants me.

    A friend who I knew for over 5 years now came up to me today and said that she's have sexual thoughts about me. She is attracted to me and she asked me out. I was shocked.  First I didn't know she was attracted to girls. I think of her as a friend and I don't know really how I feel about girls. Its just weird to me. I know am attracted to men but a certain type of men. I'm 100% sure I like me.

  When it comes to girls. I do think some are hot and some are really hot. I think some are attractive but idk about the sexual part. maybe I'm somehow bi. I wouldn't mind kissing a grirl, graping her boobz or ass but I don't see myself doing anything else. What does that makes me??

I'm just sexually confused

First: Nerdin' On

my Critical care book & hello kitty pen

   I just want to adress I'm no where close of being a writer. I make horrible spelling and grammer mistakes, but notthing wrong with trying.

Two weeks break and 3 midterms to go back to once the vecation is over. I had the first week all sleeping, relaxing and going out. done some shopping and spent time with the people I love the most. Now the 2nd week is around I feel like I need to get my act togather and study. I started yesterday covering one chapter for my critical exam and today I covered the 2nd chapter. Tomorrow I'm planing on starting on studying for my research course.

I just wish I get good marks on both of them because I need to get my GPA up.